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Bloopers in the Bible

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  As I was reading the stories of Jonah, Peter, Moses, David, and a few others, something funny kept creeping into my mind: what if the writers of a classic slapstick show, the kind that captures every stumble, flail, and confused expression, had a crack at these moments? You know how a live comedy blooper reel shows someone slipping on a cue card, muffing a line, or looking around with that “Did that just happen?” expression? Well, the Bible has its own share of scenes that feel like they could have come straight out of such a backstage cut; moments where someone trips, flails, misses the point, or ends up in places they never expected. And the best part? Just like in the movies, where the cast comes back at the end for one final wave, one last laugh, the heroes of Scripture seem to peek back at us, flustered, smiling, maybe a little wet from Peter’s water adventure, maybe still arguing with Jonah’s fish, maybe shaking their heads at Balaam’s talking donkey, and Moses dusting off...

The Subtle Sin of Self-Preservation

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  There is a sin that slips in quietly, almost unnoticed. It does not shout or rebel openly, and it does not raise its hand against God. Yet it stirs beneath the surface of the heart, persistent and patient. It wears the mask of wisdom, caution, even spiritual sensitivity, speaking in a calm, reasonable voice that feels justified. We hear it and think we are being careful, prudent, discerning. And yet, at its root, it is the same old struggle: the instinct to protect the self, to hold on to comfort, safety, or control, rather than surrender fully to God. From the very beginning, this instinct took shape the moment fear entered humanity. When Adam spoke after the fall, he revealed more than just guilt. He revealed how the soul shifts under fear. Genesis 3:10 says, “I heard Your voice in the garden, and I was afraid, so I hid.” Fear became the spark, and hiding became the first act of self-preservation, not strength, but a reflex born from separation. The nephesh, the soul that ho...

Discernment and Imagination

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often feel alike at first because both happen inside our minds and hearts.   B ut they are very different in origin, effect, and outcome. Discernment is a gift from God, a light in the soul that allows a person to see truth clearly. It is guided by the Spirit, calm and precise, and it leads to right action. Imagination, by contrast, is the mind creating ideas, scenarios, or fears that may not exist at all. Imagination can be beautiful, creative, or visionary, but it can also become dangerous when it masquerades as truth, leading us to worry, misjudge, or make decisions based on false assumptions. In the Torah, we see discernment most clearly in how Moshe (Moses) listened to God and guided His people. God told Moshe about Bezalel: “And the LORD said to Moses, ‘See, I have chosen Bezalel…’” ( Exodus 31:2 ) Bezalel received wisdom, understanding, and skill directly from God so he could build the tabernacle exactly as God wanted. The Hebrew word רוח , transliterated ruach , me...

The Countenance of Laban (2)

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  This is an updated version of the previous one written many years ago but posted in 2024. It is updated in a ... reversed manner. You'll hopefully see what i mean as you read it.    ✝️ ✝️ ✝️ ✝️ ✝️ Life has a way of bringing people across our path, and not all of them come with clean hands or a clean heart. Some people… they are a blessing just by being there, and you feel it without needing to explain it. There is a steadiness about them, something honest, something that lets your spirit rest. And then there are others who do not look harmful at first, not even close, but somewhere along the way something shifts. They leave marks… not the kind you see right away, but the kind you feel later, when something just will not settle right inside you. And you sit there trying to put your finger on it, trying to make sense of it, because nothing on the outside looked wrong. And yet… something was. And then there are people like Laban. He is not just a figure that stayed bac...

Joy in the Midst of a “Yucky” Day

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Some days, I swear, everything is just working against you. You burn the toast, the cat decides your lap is the perfect trampoline, the coffee mug tips over at just the wrong moment, and somehow your hair decides it’s auditioning for a horror movie. You look in the mirror and think, Lord, You made me, but You’re going to have to walk me through this one. And then it hits me, the kind of thing you feel deep in your chest, God is right there in the mess, probably smiling at the whole ridiculous scene like, Yep, I see you, and I love you anyway. Psalm 126:2 says, “Then our mouth was filled with laughter, and our tongue with shouts of joy; then they said among the nations, ‘The Lord has done great things for them.’” See that? Laughter first. Not the polite, saved-for-later kind. Not after everything’s “right.” No, laughter first . That’s holy medicine for your nephesh , your soul , the part of you that feels, that breathes, that lives deep inside you. That’s what helps you notice God ...

Authority That Whispers, Not Shouts

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 Authority in the Kingdom of God is unlike the authority the world admires. The world sees loudness, force, coercion, and intimidation as signs of power. In contrast, the authority that comes from Heaven is quiet, patient, and inexhaustible. It flows like a hidden spring beneath the surface—imperceptible until it nourishes life abundantly. True authority whispers because it rests in emunah ( אֱמוּנָה , faith, trust in God), and it honors the nephesh ( נֶפֶשׁ , soul, life-force) of others, drawing them gently rather than pushing. Yeshua exemplified this perfectly. When He calmed the storm, the winds and the waves obeyed, not because He shouted, but because He spoke with exousia (ἐξουσία, authority, right and power) rooted in union with the Father. As the Gospel records, Mark 4:39 says, כּוֹמֵהּ וּתְקָל־רְחִים וּלְיָמָא דִּכְתָא ( Komeh ut’qal-rechim u-leyama dikta, And rising, He rebuked the wind and the sea ) . His voice was measured, deliberate, intimate with creation, and even...

The Burden Of Being Misunderstood

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is not a small burden; it goes straight to the heart of the soul.   The nephesh , the part of us that feels, that longs, that thinks , notices every time someone misreads our words, our intentions, or our actions.  We want to be understood.  We want others to see the truth of our hearts.  That is natural.  Yet God’s call is often different.  He calls us to live faithfully, to stay true to Him, even when no human eye can really see or understand us.  The Hebrew word emunah, faithfulness, is at the center of this walk.   Habakkuk 2:4 says, “The righteous shall live by his faithfulness.”   Faithfulness is not something passive. It is a choice we make every day, a decision to hold our soul steady in God’s truth, even when every human perspective fails. Look at Yeshua, Jesus .  The Greek word pareisthēmi means to be set beside wrongly, to be misrepresented, and that describes His life exactly.  His own disciples did not always un...